Unapologetic

A once poor little boy, now a grown man, who has abandonment issues and trust issues with regards to women. A once poor little boy, now a grown man, who struggled with fidelity all his adult life or even the offering of a mutual respect for his partners. This poor little boy as a child had mother who was an alcoholic. Daily she would leave her children in the care of a baby sitter, poor little boys female abuser. His life was beginning to be paved. Through primary, the poor little boy was in class when the topic of sex came up. Poor little boy, confused over the word sex curiously asked " what is that? " With the class erupting into laughter, a fellow student yelled jesterly "when a penis goes into a girls private place" Poor little boys teacher over heard the banter and as she was about to shut the subject down, poor little boy confessed so obliviously "oh I've done that heaps of times at home." Poor little boy whose teacher over heard him...

Integrated Consciousness Field Model (ICFM) By Stephanie Robertson (Edited for Scientific Clarity and Structure) Abstract  The Integrated Consciousness Field Model (ICFM) proposes a unified oscillatory substrate from which matter, perception, and memory emerge. It frames reality as structured through vibrational fields governed by standing waves and phase interference, where consciousness is a nonlocal resonance embedded within a layered information al domain. Drawing from wave mechanics, quantum phase theory, and subjective experience, ICFM offers a scientifically grounded model for spiritual phenomena, trauma encoding, memory inheritance, and collective field distortion.  I. Ontological Foundations :  The Perceptual Field At the heart of ICFM lies the Perceptual Field—a multilayered, dynamic information field wherein each layer corresponds to a vibrational state encoding both energetic and cognitive data. “Liminal” denotes transitions across vibrational bounda...